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ไปๅจๆ็ๅบไธๅไธ๏ผๅฏนๆ่ฏด๏ผไปไปฌๅทฒ็ป่ฐๆฅไบๆ็ไธชไบบ็ๆดป๏ผ็ฅ้ๆๅฆๅฆๅไธไน
ๆญปๅจๅ
ป่้ขใไปไปฌไธ็จๅฐ้ฉฌๆๆๅ่ฟ่ฐๆฅ๏ผ้ขๅฎกๆจไบไปฌไบ่งฃๅฐๆๅจๅฆๅฆไธ่ฌ็้ฃๅคฉโ่กจ็ฐๅพๆ ๅจไบ่กทโใ่ฟไฝๅพๅธๅฏนๆ่ฏด๏ผโ่ฏทๆจ็่งฃ๏ผๆๅฎๅจไธไพฟๅฏ้ฝฟ่ฏข้ฎๆญคไบ๏ผไฝไบๅ
ณ้่ฆใๅฆๆๆไฝไธๅบไปไน่งฃ้็่ฏ๏ผ่ฟๅฐๆไธบ่ตท่ฏๆจ็ไธๆก้่ฆไพๆฎใโไป่ฆๆๅธฎไปไบ่งฃๅฝๅคฉ็ๆ
ๅตใไป้ฎๆ๏ผๅฝๆถๆๅฟ้ๆฏๅฆ้พ่ฟใไป่ฟไธช้ฎ้ขไฝฟๆๆๅฐๅพๆ่ฎถ๏ผๆ่งๅพๅ่ฅๆฏๆๅจ้ฎๅฏนๆน่ฟไธช้ฎ้ข็่ฏ๏ผๆไผๆๅฐๅพๅฐดๅฐฌ็ใไฝๆฏ๏ผๆๅดๅ็ญ่ฏด๏ผๆๅทฒ็ปไธไน ๆฏๅฏน่ฟๅป่ฟ่กๅๆณไบ๏ผๅ ๆญคๅพ้พๅไปๆไพๆ
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[2;33m ็ใใชใใ็งใฏๆฏใๆทฑใๆใใฆใใใใใใใใใใฏไฝใฎๆๅณใๆใใชใใๅฟ่บซใจใใซๅฅๅบทใชไบบ้ใชใใ่ชฐใใๆใใไบบใฎๆญปใๅคใใๅฐใชใใๆณๅใใ่ฆๆใใฆใใใใฎใ ใ็งใใใ่จใใจใๅผ่ญทๅฃซใฏ็งใฎ่จ่ใ้ฎใใๆใใใซ่็ซใกใ้ฒใใซใใใๅฝผใฏ็งใซใใใฎ่จ่ใๆณๅปทใงๅฃใซใใชใใใจใใใใฆไบๅๅฏฉ็ใฎ่ฃๅคๅฎใฎๅใงใๆฑบใใฆ่จใใชใใใจใ่ชใใใใใจใใใใใใ็งใฏๅฝผใซ่ชฌๆใใใ็งใซใฏ็ใพใใคใใฎๆง่ณชใใใใ็็็ใชๆฌฒๆฑใๆๆ
ใๅฆจใใใใจใใใใใใฎใ ใจใๆฏใๅ่ฌใใๆฅใ็งใฏ็ฒๅดใจ็ ๆฐใซ่ฅฒใใใฆใใใใใใใฎๆใซ่ตทใใฃใใใจใฎๆ็พฉใ็่งฃใงใใชใใฃใใ็งใฏๆญ่จใงใใใๆฏใฎๆญปใๆใใงใฏใใชใใฃใใจใใใใๅผ่ญทๅฃซใฏใใฎ่จ่ใ่ใใฆๅใฐใชใใฃใใใใใใ ใใงใฏใใกใงใใใจๅฝผใฏ่จใฃใใ
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[2;33m Il a réfléchi. Il m'a demandé s'il pouvait dire que ce jour-là j'avais dominé mes sentiments naturels. Je lui ai dit : « Non, parce que c'est faux. » Il m'a regardé d'une façon bizarre, comme si je lui inspirais un peu de dégoût. Il m'a dit presque méchamment que dans tous les cas le directeur et le personnel de l'asile seraient entendus comme témoins et que « cela pouvait me jouer un très sale tour ». Je lui ai fait remarquer que cette histoire n'avait pas de rapport avec mon affaire, mais il m'a répondu seulement qu'il était visible que je n'avais jamais eu de rapports avec la justice.[0m
He left, looking angry. I wished I could have made him stay, to explain that I wanted things between us to be good, not so that he'd defend me better but, if I can put it this way, good in a natural way.
Mostly, I could tell, I made him feel uncomfortable. He didn't understand me, and he was sort of holding it against me. I felt the urge to reassure him that I was like everybody else, just like everybody else.
But really there wasn't much point, and I gave up the idea out of laziness.
[1;2mThe Stranger, Camus. 1942[0m
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1 i 'like' to have a routine. 6:00 - wake up, wash up.
6:25 - breakfast. dirt-water.*
\*i for one don't mind instant coffee in the mornings.it tastes like dirt-water. but i don't particularly mind. there's a uniqueness to that taste versus velvety coffee. i've never had a preference between cheap or expensive things. in fact, i 'enjoy' low-quality things, sometimes, in the sense that there is some pleasure to be found in being denied satisfaction in what i am consuming.
i drink my coffee while I listen to the radio. i listen to all the things that happen in the city. i 'like' to know what happens in the city, in the sense that i 'like' to open my mind to the possibilities. every day, i have plain toast or rice with nothing on it. i can finish it by the time the broadcast ends. it's easy to digest, and it tastes like nothing.6:35 - i refill my coffee. i go downstairs.
6:37-6:43 - an old man by the name of mr. florence j. clemence passes me by. mr. clemence has an old shih tzu by the name of shirley. she's 10 years old. she wears a little bead in her fur to make it stand up. she sniffs my hand while i hold my coffee in my other hand. she always wants the hand that is occupied, so i have to switch mugs.mr clemence is very deaf, and i do not have a loud voice. as such, we don't communicate so much as we exchange pleasantries in the general facsimile of a conversation. i speak, but he does not listen. he asks me how my wife is doing, and i test to see to what extent i can get away with answering with something incorrect without his detection. the other day, i told him 'i have your other pinky,' and he nodded and smiled and said 'very good.'
i predict that mr clemence will die in the next 5 years. i wonder who will take care of shirley, or if she'll go with him.
37:00 - i go back upstairs. this is my secret time.7:30 - i say a prayer. i'm not religious. 7:35 - i head out. it takes me ten to fifteen minutes to walk to the bus stop from my apartment. sometimes it takes me twenty, on account of the fact that there is a toy capsule machine by the grocery store on the third block. i buy the toy capsules whenever there is a new series in stock. i don't particularly care about the toys. there is a fleeting sense of satisfaction at the thought of completing a set. it's waning, so i soon may not do it anymore.
this is what it is like every day, until i don't feel like it.
today, i have a special routine.
17 That evening Marie came by to see me and asked me if I wanted to marry her. I said it didn't make any difference to me and that we could if she wanted to. Then she wanted to know if I loved her. I answered the same way I had the last time, that it didn't mean anything but that I probably didn't love her. "So why marry me, then?" she said. I explained to her that it didn't really matter and that if she wanted to, we could get married.
Besides, she was the one who was doing the asking and all I was saying was yes. Then she pointed out that marriage was a serious thing. I said, "No." She stopped talking for a minute and looked at me without saying anything. Then she spoke. She just wanted to know if I would have accepted the same proposal from another woman, with whom I was involved in the same way. I said, "Sure."
Then she said she wondered if she loved me, and there was no way I could know about that. After another moment's silence, she mumbled that I was peculiar, that that was probably why she loved me but that one day I might hate her for the same reason. I didn't say anything, because I didn't have anything to add, so she took my arm with a smile and said she wanted to marry me.
I said we could do it whenever she wanted.
[1;2mThe Stranger, Camus. 1942[0m
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8[1;2m[1;37mName[0m[0m: Yukito "Cade" Kinoshita โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
[1;2m[1;37mAge[0m[0m: 36
[1;2m[1;37mVisual Description[0m[0m: โโโโโโโโโโโโ Japanese Male of slight build. Pale. Chin-to-shoulder length black hair, typically tied. Mole on left cheek under eye. Glasses. โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
[2;37m[0m[1;2m[1;37mOccupation[0m[0m: Contract Killer (Assassin)
"Cade" is a contract killer hailing from โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ. He has held prior residences in Japan (โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ) โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ. He currently resides in the Pacific Free Trade Zone of Cantilados, โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ. He is affiliated with Cantilados' Cartel and Triad Syndicates as a third-party contractor, and has worked with both Syndicates prior to his residency. โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
2 He wasnโt even sure he was alive, because he was living like a dead man. Whereas it looked as if I was the one whoโd come up emptyhanded. But I was sure about me, about everything, surer than he could ever be, sure of my life and sure of my death I had waiting for meโฆ
I had been right, I was still right, I was always right. I had lived my life one way and I could just as well have lived it another. I had done this and I hadnโt done thatโฆ Nothing, nothing mattered, and I knew why. So did he.
Throughout the whole absurd life Iโve lived, a dark wind had been rising toward me from somewhere deep in my future, across years that were still to come, and as it passed, this wind leveled whatever was offered to me at the time, in years no more real than the ones I was living. What did other peopleโs deaths or a motherโs love matter to me; what did his God or the lives people choose or the fate they think they elect matter to me when weโre all elected by the same fate, me and billions of privileged people like him who also called themselves my brothers?
[1;2mThe Stranger, Camus. 1942[0m